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    一个人，有时候真的需要靠意志力活着。特别是身体伤痛着，想要得到特别的人安慰的时候……不知道还能坚持多久这样的生活，我拼命地在给外人证明着什么，证明我很强吗？还是因为伤痛，让我暂时无法回国，但仍要每天照样坚守岗位和职责，感觉很悲哀？
     
    我正靠着自己真诚的努力拥有着别人足以羡慕的一切，可我不知足的偏执着想要逃离。我想我是真的快要撑不下去了，虽然依然充沛，外表灿烂，但却像被挖空了一样，无助。人人都觉得我阳光洒脱，乐观坚强，学习工作人缘都好，应该和超人一样勇敢、完美，无敌！ 
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    却只有我懂我自己的缺陷，也只有我自己看得到自己的渺小，卑微，和百废待兴的脆弱。顽强率真的笑容背后，是无数的努力，和艰辛的付出，加上那些无名的伤痛，和惨痛的纠葛……人越长大，烦恼越多，越能认清自己的膨胀。它有时那么光鲜亮丽，更多时候却不堪一击。
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    一杯蓝山咖啡的时间 .wrote:






    因为习惯了生活
    所以才有了习惯

    如果习惯改变了
    我们是否还能适应生活






    22 Sept.
    Davidwrote:
    潘帅,你妈妈喊你回家吃饭!哈哈~~都要回国了还"临门一脚",伤愈要静养!!回国记到带礼物~~
    4 Aug.
    apple applewrote:
    似曾相识的脆弱，偏着，逃离，，在看三毛的书，，，，
    4 Aug.
    wang qiwrote:
    看了这样的博文真的不知道说设么好，让我想到我在巴黎比赛的日子。虽然离家只有几个月，但当我坐在巴黎的小酒馆里，听着微微惆怅的小曲，也有相同的感受，当时真的很低落。
    但，日子总是要过下去的。。。
    所以，就让所有的日子都来吧
    还有，我想说，有朋友只能让你不孤单，但并不代表你不会觉得寂寞。
    因为，人人都是爱的孤儿。

    1 Aug.
    Vennuswrote:
    很多时候 人有多面性 状态有好有坏
    不要给自己太大压力 同时 心态放平 也许你会好些
    31 July

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